You beauty!

After quite a while, I feel I am out of my own blocks. I had been in the cribbing mode, until recently. The little success here and there, the bigger happiness in experiencing them has given a fresh outlook to the same existence. To be loved, cared and considered is a great thing to experience. After all, that is the only thing visible. God is still a big question. But what one defines God to be is definitely right in their own way. As long as the belief is giving the strength to drive the fear out, it works.  

I had a craving inside to express. But sadly was beaten down by fear of glowing under the spotlight. It is too premature to be under one such thing. Certain things are clear, barring a few at a more introspective level.

The redamancy in me towards you knows no limits,

keeps on flowing, keeps on flowing!

Gushing like a river while entering the sea,

keeps on flowing, keeps on flowing!

Like the aroma out of a beautiful flower,

keeps on flowing, keeps on flowing!

Like the early morning sun rays that kisses your skin,

keeps on flowing, keeps on flowing!

Oh you are so beautiful, the love keeps on flowing, you keep on glowing!

But then again, I think, why should I fear. It is my life that I am appreciating here. It is the one that I want to embrace. It is the one that I respect more than anything else now. Never ever till date was I able to appreciate the life I have got, in a way that I am doing now. Reasons are there to justify this state. Although I am not in a position to connect the dots, I just want to enjoy.

I am now ready to consume failures well. It is clear that I will not be cribbing about it. Well, I am just opening up. Things are positive at all ends. The feet doesn’t understand the word stagnant. The eyes just cannot stare too much on the same object. The ears want to listen to variety music. The skin wants to feel everything that is beautiful. I feel the energy from within.

But at the end of the day, only results speak. The world understands nothing else. You are stuck in between what you comprehend and what the world understands. Then it is decision time. A Change, of any kind shows up its effects immediately. But the fruits take time. The world turns cynical upfront, stabilizes its view and then dies to create a plateau. And when the results show, the cynicism is at the forefront, rising above the plateau. The things we say, the things we do, the things that it turns out to be are all correlated. And that’s where the problem lies. If this fear can be won over, the focus will then only remain on the result. I am sure it will be the one that you can comprehend. The world might either understand it or remain ignorant about it. You then don’t care about it. Even if you care, you will surely remain unaffected.

One thing I have learnt being in business is, you first Give. But when you are taking, you take well. This idea did create a conflict when I went ahead to appreciate life. You know, I always want to give. It is not that I insist to take anything from it, but I will surely be the happiest man if I am getting more from my life. That makes me give more the next time; to life, to the beauty of it, to the confusions in it, to everything in it infact. I cannot draw any conclusions from this outburst of mine. It is making me clearer on what I am going through right now. I don’t want a sea of change in the current ambience, I am happy with the life I have got, but all the effort is to be happier. So you know you cannot settle.

Oh you are so beautiful, the love keeps on flowing, you keep on glowing!