Normalcy ---- A thing of the past. (#01)

It is seriously hard to move away from things which you are associated with but you actually don't like to be with it. I am experiencing it. I have made some hasty decisions in the past; decisions which let others decide on what i should do for life. I now realized this fact as i find no interest in certain major things which i am up to and answerable to.
One positive note is that I am backing up myself to pursue with what i am interested in and trying to forget about the past. I have got one solid and full year ahead. Let me just concentrate on this and forget about whatever negative happened in the past and its after effects which i might be suffering from in the due course. These words are quite heavy to digest or may just sound so, but I know for sure that I will be put through all kinds of pressure in future and it is up to me to hold my nerve and stick to 'my' goals in life and see to it that 'my' goals are achieved.